NumbI almost lost my best friend yesterday.In all of my life, I have NEVER felt that numb.It's like someone turned off my ability to feel anything.We were talking about the fact that out of everyone she's met, I'm the only one that's ever loved her or had a crush on her.She sounded so disappointed
I felt like a failure.I felt like someone had grabbed my throat and choked all of the air out of my lungs.I felt
Theres no words for how I felt. It was horrible.So I went to my room and sat there, thinking of all the times I've fucked up. How many times I've sat and screamed at her for simply voicing her opinion.I hate that she doesn't accept the fact she's beautiful.That's the basis of all of our arguments. All of them.She's beautiful to me.. But I don't count..I'm bias, apparently.And then my mother walked into the room, asking why I wasn't out in the living room watching movies with the rest of the family.My response? Our conversation?"Because.""Because why?""Be. Ca
.She and Someone.Once, there was a girl.This girl thought she could rule the world; thought she was the queen.And she flaunted it.She never knew that one day, someone would come along and change her world.At first, she was weary.Someone was stubborn, and had a closed off heart.She tried to open her up.. But forcefully.Though it didn't really work
At last, she couldn't live without that someone.And she tried repeatedly to tell that person how to act.And she took all the attention.Next.. She and that someone got in a fight.She felt horrible.She tried to make things better..And succeeded.. For the moment.She and someone had fights.. Small ones.. But fights.And those fights left her feeling horrible every time.No, more then horrible
They made her feel depressed.Sad.
She fell in love with Someone.And continued to love her even though Someone refused to believe it.She tried to make her feel better.All she wanted was to make her happy.She would have given the